Penis or Va-Jay-Jay

Personally I'm so hoping for a boy! There are a ton of girls in my family(4 girls with 2 boys, plus 3 nieces, plus 8 aunts and only 4 uncles) and Id love to have a bouncing baby boy. But what wins out is a healthy baby! If I have a girl that's less clothes Ill have to buy because of my big sisters baby girl. And I don't think Id worry so much about her getting someone pregnant as opposed to her getting knocked up. So there are perks.

In other news. I still have abnormal cells on my cervix, theres three main regions that need to be tested but have to wait until the baby comes. And after that I can go back to the same doctor to see if anything is cancerous. As long as they don't but that crap on my cervix again I think Ill be OK. Cause let me tell you that was NOT a very pleasant doctor visit. For one I got to see what the inside of my own Vagina looks like. Not really something I ever wanted to see. Then afterwards was the pain. O-M-G! I don't think I have ever, ever experienced pain like that. Not even when I hyper-extended my fingers and caused a hairlined crack in my knuckle. Not even when I tore some ligaments in my right shoulder(still have yet to get that fixed). And not even when I wrecked my four wheeler flipping it on top of me! These cramps were a nightmare. No a nightmares nightmare!! I was doubled over in pain in the middle of the grocery store! So not fun!

Oh and my lower back/ hip joint pain is only going to get worse. I talked to my doctor about it and the doctor says that it shouldn't really be happening this early in my pregnancy, but since it is there are some stretches I can try to do to ease the pain, and more than likely the pain will get worse the closer I get to delivery! Just my luck.

Tired and pool time!

OK so good news for today... other than my not eating as quickly as my little bundle feels I should and getting sick because of it I have felt really good so far today!

YAY ME!!!

So today Keylin was at my dads. I haven't introduced him yet. So I will. Hes amazing. He will be 10 months old on the 24Th of this month. I was there when he was born and almost cut the umbilical cord(his dad was never there, and his mom lived with my dad cause shes a ho who had no where to go when she was knocked up and we made nice with each other). I love that kid. If push came to shove I would kidnap him in a heartbeat gladly take him off his ungrateful druggie mothers hands! I know that sounds harsh and all of you moms out there are probably thinking daggers at me for calling this lady a bad mother. Let me explain. She smokes pot and drives with her baby, she also snorts pills up her nose and drives with her baby. She took her baby off formula because it costs to much, now only gets whole milk or Mt. Dew(unless hes with me!) And YES YES YES I have called social services on her, and NOTHING was done. They came to her house took a peek at the kid said everything looked fine and left did a investigation on "her" and nothing showed up! Its so frustrating knowing that she doesn't take care of him like she should. Needless to say I gladly take him whenever she needs some time to do whatever.

OK on with the pool story. And I have pictures.

I'm pregnant. I get hot. I get hot really easily. It was over 90 degrees today with over 50% humidity. Its currently 86.7 degrees and 46% humidity. Needless to say it was a hot one for my town today!! So I talked my dad to buying a kiddie pool for Me Keylin so he could keep cool while we watched him today! He absolutely loved it!! We played for over an hour in our little pool. I had a blast and so did it.

It was an amazing day!

Weird Sleep

OK I know you have crazy dreams when your prego. But no one ever clued me in on almost none of them making sense. Last nights however made perfect sense. I don't EVER want my baby to be kidnapped, and I will kick anyones ass who does, and if your a certain girl who Ill just call cornfield and you come anywhere near my baby I'm going to scream! Okie Dokie!

LOL

OK I know most of your are going WTF is she talking about. So Ill explain. In my dream my darling little baby got kidnapped at the grocery store... along with all my groceries. Cornfield was the one who took my baby, along with one of her nasty men. And to make it worse she was BREASTFEEDING MY BABY! But I got my little one back because WH kicked some serious ass!

I hope no more dreams like that. I much prefer the ones where they make no sense!

In other news.. I'm still having morning sickness problems. I know certain things will make me feel sick, but no one ever said that just the thought of something will make me puke my guts up! And no one ever told me that nausea can last 24/7 or that you can puke when you havent eaten or drank anything! YUCK! But its so worth it. In a few short months I get to see my little one and I know Ill forget everything that was bad about bring him/her into this world. Maybe thats why no one told me... they all forgot!

My ER visit

So I have been really sick the past couple of days and I finally went to the ER yesterday when no matter what I ate, no matter what I drank it all came back up. I got 2 liters of fluid in my IV, plus 2 doses of Phengren, plus some blood work, plus a new RX for my vomiting. When my blood work came back my ER doc say that all my vomiting was caused by higher levels of hormones in my body than usual and that I needed to go see my OB sooner than my next scheduled appointment!

OK at this point I'm going over all kinds of things in my mind.
1) I hate going to the doctor, but its for my little bean, so no matter how many times they poke me and take my blood, and make me miserable it is so worth it in the end!
2) Higher levels of hormones. Wait one second. Doesn't higher levels mean multiple births. Does this mean I'm having twins.
3) Twins, Twins, Twins, Twins!

When I got home from the ER, after my 5 hours of being there, I went straight to sleep. In my opinion only my OB can tell me if I'm having twins, cause I have looked up higher levels of hormones until I cant anymore. And I'm not going to stress about two babies. If I am meant to have 2 then I will have 2. Right??!!

Please just please wish me luck with all of this.

OH PS. WH got an extened cab truck. So the baby/babies will have somewhere to sit even if they ride with him. Im so glad that I have one less stress on my list.

Well

**If you get queasy don't read any further, its kinda graphic**

My great day(yesterday) of only puking once was shattered today!
I think I actually puked up bits of my stomach up!
I mean I thought veins were going to bust in my head, cant breath cause its coming up and stuck at the same time, heaves!
Horrible, Horrible day!
My poor WH called when he got to the store to see if in the 7 mins it takes to get to the store my stomach had settled down, and he proceeded to name foods off. Needless to say thank god a garbage can was sitting near by and no small children(besides the one in my belly) were there to witness the seemingly normal conversation in up in the toilet, so to speak!
Thank goodness the day is almost over. I don't know how much more of this my body can take.
So if any of you have any advice, please, please feel free to share! Id be more than grateful!

Belly Pics and Karmin

Karmin being too cute


7 weeks


6 weeks


Little did I know I was knocked up in this pic!

Eating for two?

Yea I'm trying to do that. I went to the doctor last Monday, the 13Th. My weight was 137 lbs. I went to the health dept this Wednesday. My weight was 137.3 lbs. WHAT THE HELL! I knew I had been sick. Like cant eat anything, nothing sounds good, never want to hear the word food again, sick!! But I cant believe I haven't put on more weight! So as of now I'm trying to eat all the time. Healthy eating mind you! Im snacking on Multi-Grain Jumbo Rice Krispies. Cheese. Fruit. But I still end up throwing my ever loving guts up at least 2 times a day. Which is WAYY better than the 38956349 times it was before! So wish me luck on keeping my food down, and getting my weight up!