Thursday, October 21, 2010

Some days you just have to thank God that your bad days arent worse!

You never really know just how good you have it, until you see someone that has it worse!

Yeah my baby daddy left me! But I found someone who actually wants to be there for me and Alex.

Yeah hardly any of my friends came to my baby shower! But the ones that did are my true friends. And I saw just how amazing my family is.

Yeah I lost a best friend this year. But it was because shes a liar and not a true friend and the only thing she brings with her is drama and lies and I just dont need that in my life.

And when I think of all the "bad" things, they arent really that bad. (no my life is not so perfect that the only things I have to worry about are bad friends and getting dumped, the rest I just really dont want to put on here)

My mother told me today of a girl who is about my age that came into her store. She was buying things for her baby shower. She was throwing one for herself since no one else would. I about cried! How sad is that?! I want to go there and just hug her and tell her everything is going to be ok, and that if she needs a friend that Ill be there.

I know I can be selfish! Hello, who cant? But when I think of all the little things that Ive got Im one lucky girl! I have a man who thinks the world of me. A beautiful healthy child who I could be more proud of. And a family that wants to help me succeed no matter what!

My life, no matter who hard I think it is at the moment, could be alot worse! And Im very thankful that my bad days arent that bad anymore!

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Life is not about giving up, its about pushing forward!

But sometimes, just admit it, you want to throw in the towel.

At least I do.

Man life has been stressful lately. Work has been crazy but its a job. And pumping at work is going better, finally!

And me and the new guy are still going strong. He even wants to watch Alex when Im at work. Hes such a great man. Im just hoping it lasts!

Oh and Alex... well as of Sunday he has two teeth and is crawling!!!! OMG where did this crawling come from. It was like on Saturday he couldnt do anything besides army crawl.. now you cant keep him away from something unless hes in baby jail, aka the playpen!

Other than that, Im super excited for Alexs first Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas!!