Weird Sleep

OK I know you have crazy dreams when your prego. But no one ever clued me in on almost none of them making sense. Last nights however made perfect sense. I don't EVER want my baby to be kidnapped, and I will kick anyones ass who does, and if your a certain girl who Ill just call cornfield and you come anywhere near my baby I'm going to scream! Okie Dokie!

LOL

OK I know most of your are going WTF is she talking about. So Ill explain. In my dream my darling little baby got kidnapped at the grocery store... along with all my groceries. Cornfield was the one who took my baby, along with one of her nasty men. And to make it worse she was BREASTFEEDING MY BABY! But I got my little one back because WH kicked some serious ass!

I hope no more dreams like that. I much prefer the ones where they make no sense!

In other news.. I'm still having morning sickness problems. I know certain things will make me feel sick, but no one ever said that just the thought of something will make me puke my guts up! And no one ever told me that nausea can last 24/7 or that you can puke when you havent eaten or drank anything! YUCK! But its so worth it. In a few short months I get to see my little one and I know Ill forget everything that was bad about bring him/her into this world. Maybe thats why no one told me... they all forgot!

My ER visit

So I have been really sick the past couple of days and I finally went to the ER yesterday when no matter what I ate, no matter what I drank it all came back up. I got 2 liters of fluid in my IV, plus 2 doses of Phengren, plus some blood work, plus a new RX for my vomiting. When my blood work came back my ER doc say that all my vomiting was caused by higher levels of hormones in my body than usual and that I needed to go see my OB sooner than my next scheduled appointment!

OK at this point I'm going over all kinds of things in my mind.
1) I hate going to the doctor, but its for my little bean, so no matter how many times they poke me and take my blood, and make me miserable it is so worth it in the end!
2) Higher levels of hormones. Wait one second. Doesn't higher levels mean multiple births. Does this mean I'm having twins.
3) Twins, Twins, Twins, Twins!

When I got home from the ER, after my 5 hours of being there, I went straight to sleep. In my opinion only my OB can tell me if I'm having twins, cause I have looked up higher levels of hormones until I cant anymore. And I'm not going to stress about two babies. If I am meant to have 2 then I will have 2. Right??!!

Please just please wish me luck with all of this.

OH PS. WH got an extened cab truck. So the baby/babies will have somewhere to sit even if they ride with him. Im so glad that I have one less stress on my list.

Well

**If you get queasy don't read any further, its kinda graphic**

My great day(yesterday) of only puking once was shattered today!
I think I actually puked up bits of my stomach up!
I mean I thought veins were going to bust in my head, cant breath cause its coming up and stuck at the same time, heaves!
Horrible, Horrible day!
My poor WH called when he got to the store to see if in the 7 mins it takes to get to the store my stomach had settled down, and he proceeded to name foods off. Needless to say thank god a garbage can was sitting near by and no small children(besides the one in my belly) were there to witness the seemingly normal conversation in up in the toilet, so to speak!
Thank goodness the day is almost over. I don't know how much more of this my body can take.
So if any of you have any advice, please, please feel free to share! Id be more than grateful!

Eating for two?

Yea I'm trying to do that. I went to the doctor last Monday, the 13Th. My weight was 137 lbs. I went to the health dept this Wednesday. My weight was 137.3 lbs. WHAT THE HELL! I knew I had been sick. Like cant eat anything, nothing sounds good, never want to hear the word food again, sick!! But I cant believe I haven't put on more weight! So as of now I'm trying to eat all the time. Healthy eating mind you! Im snacking on Multi-Grain Jumbo Rice Krispies. Cheese. Fruit. But I still end up throwing my ever loving guts up at least 2 times a day. Which is WAYY better than the 38956349 times it was before! So wish me luck on keeping my food down, and getting my weight up!

Ahh Mondays

I hate Mondays..

I'm sure everyone does!

But anyways... I'm almost over my morning sickness. I say almost because yesterday was a really good day.. almost no upset stomach, and I only puked once. Today I puked 3 times before 11! And then 2 more times on the way to moms. Ugg. I mean I threw up so hard that it made blood flow stop to my face for a split second, and I have some busted capillaries in my face..

I hate throwing up!

I'm sure everyone does!

KAM has started calling him/her bean baby! Because when she went with me to the doctor we both agreed it looked like a little lima bean on the monitor. WH hates it being called a bean. I think its cute.

I'm trying to find some maternity clothes. My hips are starting to get bigger.. which is great.. not like i didnt have big enough hips to start out with.

On a kinda sour note. I got two things of bad news. 1.) WH got laid off from work. The up side is that he should have another job here pretty soon. 2.) I had some abnormal cells on my cervix and I have to go back to the doctor to have them checked. The only thing they said was that its not cancer, and that its not and STD. So wish me luck with all of these sour notes. Please!

Doctor, Doctor

So I went to the Doctor on Monday. Yes I know its Wednesday, but morning sickness is kicking my ass and I'm lucky if I can pull myself out of the bed or away from the toilet!

The Doctor, which is not the one delivering my little bundle of joy(whoever is on call that day will), is great. I really really like her. As of Monday I was 6 weeks and 4 days. So that makes me 6 weeks 6 days today!

After the initial shock has wore off I'm super excited. At first I kept thinking how did this happen. We used protection. But I guess everything happens for a reason! I told my sisters and my brothers. My big Brother took it the hardest. He was crying when I got off the phone with him. Which makes me want to cry again just thinking about it. The sisters took it alright. I mean I'm the baby sister and they still think of me as if I'm 9 years old. But they are happy for me and are willing to help out in any way they can. Which right now is just being there for me. My mother finally came around after 5 days of not talking to me. And WH mom and dad are still making plans for babysitting when he/she gets here!

As soon as I get a good pic of the ultrasound Ill put it on here.
Wish me luck!

Turning Point!

Well I took a PT, and guess what. I'm KTFU! I don't know wither or not to laugh or cry or what. So I'm doing a mixture of both. WH is so excited, and so are his parents. My dad is so excited, and my mother pretty much disowned me! I havent told my sisters yet. That scares me more than anything. I go to the doctor on monday.. so wish me luck. Im in for a long hard 9 months, cause Im already having horrible horrible morning sickness!