Some days....

Some days are better than others.

Some days I don't feel as bad.

Some days I am happy.

But then there are the days that aren't good. They are bad. I wake up unhappy, and go to bed unhappy. I wonder what to do with my life, and I wonder how I am going to get through the rest of my life.

Why do I feel like this?

Why do I never feel satisfied when I have a very good life?

My baby boy is growing up wonderfully and I couldn't be more proud of the little guy he is turning into. But I wonder why I never feel completely happy anymore.